Tuesday, December 8, 2009
TuesdayJust had a met up with Huzaifah bestie on monday and the day after,i received a text message from Huzaifah bestie. It wasn't him but someone else, family members i guess. A bad message, shocking ones. Warded to Tan Tock Seng hospital ? OMG ! What happened to bestie ? Couldn't get back to sleep, straight away text NanaNetnot. Train-ed with NanaNetnot and Sri to visit bestie. The train wasn't peace cause there's this one mad uncle singing very loudly, Malaysia song lagi ! Then he came to us. Standing right behind us. We were scared especially Sri. Uncomfortable and we decided to take another train. HAHA.Reached hospital, I thought i couldn't talk to bestie as he wasn't in good condition. Wake up bestie, wake up. He was shivering, covered him with the blanket. Doctor came to the ward and wake him up. I got the chance to talk to him. Da sakit lagi boleh buat kelakar, "Tengok, aku tengah pakai baju topman dengan sluar fisherman." Hospital clothes were called as Topman tee. Soon after, family came into his ward and we're off.
Had our lunch or i can say their lunch cause they eat, i don't. I'm broke ! Waiting for this sunday. Train-ed to Bugis, walked around Bugis Junction and street since Sri wanna get some clothes. Then to Iluma, the "roof" then off home.
Ohh, did i told you that i made new friend ? She's Sri ! NanaNetnot friend ! hahhaa.. Baru kenal da macam kenal lama gitu ehh.. heee.. :)
8 more days to N-level result !
I thought you're the one Y .
I hope you're reading this.
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Its very hurting and upset upon receiving a call this morning from a girlfriend about what you told her. This is the reason why i said that I'm afraid to fall again. I have enough of hurting and false hope and i don't wish more of it. Not that i don't wanna give you a chance, you must understand me. I need time to think before going into relationship.
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I need you to show me that you care, love, like the way i care and love you and the most important thing is showing me that you're far more better, different than other guys. I need your attention. I have told you a lot of time that i don't think or look you as a playboy or even judge the book by its cover. People, other girls can call you with that name. But have i called you with that or even think that way about you ? Did I ? Nope, NEVER ! Why do you have to still accuse me of calling you with that ?
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When i show you i care, or i love, i really mean it. I didn't say it for fun or just acting like i care. NEVER ! I didn't call you names (b, loves or anything) or saying "I love you" just for fun. Remember the good night text that i send to you ? It means a lot. You should know at times when I'm joking and times when I'm serious. I acted like as if i don't wanna be your friend anymore, actually its NOTHING ! Its a joke.
I've always wanted a perfect, serious and long last relationship which understand each other well, which seriously love, care for each other and not playing with each other's heart. I don't want my boyfriend to leave me cause of another girl or play behind my back.
Let's get this thing right. Important thing is knowing the person well. I trying my best to give you the chance, loves. I'm sincere but it isn't the right time yet. Wait okay. I feel so upset and i feel like crying. Don't worry, the happiest day will come one day, insyaallah. But if you think you're not comfortable with me, tell me, better tell me, so i won't be hurt. Or maybe i get you wrong, maybe for you, in a relationship involves only two person and not any interfere. If this is true, i'll change the way i act.
;Nothing beautiful seems to stay
Give me a chance to have a perfect day
But Im not giving up so soon
Im not giving in to fate
Give me the best of everything
In every single way
Im not just gonna stand and watch and
Let the wonders pass me by
Im gonna stand and make it right
Until you realise
; I wonder if you ever felt alone
I wonder if you think about me like the way you do
Sometimes I think if I'm ever right for you
Sometimes I fear that you feel it too
We're never meant to be
And right from the first time
Is not working out
Have you ever wonder
Why I feel this way ?
You don't seem to ever try to make my day
I feel so neglected and I'm not needed not even once
What I'm trying to do
I'm trying to make the best world just for me and you
why does it have to end this way ?
It all depends on you, all depends on you ;
- If only you know how it feels. Will update about today soon.
9 more days to N-level result.
Labels: If only you know how it feels.
Monday, December 7, 2009
On the phone with Huzaifah bestie last night and we planned for a meet up. Its been so long since i last met him. So yeah, firstly met up with Rabiah then walk to huzaifah's block. Wahh, we walked to Huzaifah's block, jauh tu, jauh, excersice la. At 3, called Huda up and we was so lucky that she finishes her work early, so, she agree to meet us. Wahh, miss Huzaifah ahh, not only him but also Rabiah and Huda. :) Talk-talk, sing-sing, gossip-gossip, laugh-laugh, lastly we shared stories. Sad and happy stories. At 530pm, walked to Rabiah house then Huda and i went to Woodlands Bazaar. Bought food and walked back home. Yes, thats all for today. 
Thats all the pictures for today. I look so fat ! Im fat ! Im getting fatter !
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And ohh,
I MISS MY HOTTEST GIRLFRIENDSSSSSS !!!!!
and and fauzan and and kawan kawan yang lain and and kauu bodoh !!
Da lama tak jumpa korannggg ! Cepat cepat jumpa ! Rindu korang bodoh !
Aku sedih, aku nak nangis.
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Lastly, N-level result is comming out soon ! 17 December 2009, are you ready ?
Lets count down.
We left with 10 days...........
Thursday, December 3, 2009
Met up with my new friend yesterday. So yeah, i really had a great time with her eventhough it was the first meeting. Since we dont have any place to go to or to also shop for anything at town so, we went Orchard Cental roof garden, ION to seat and lastly, MC cafe. We talk, we crap and we laugh. Blablabla.Then met up with Nizam and Nick, 'come so late.' Talk, talk, talk, Nizam and his merepek-ness and laugh, laugh, laugh. :) Then home. Otp with Huzaifah bestie and Aneh b. hahahahhahah ! WTF ! Joke of the day - Jubo chips ; Anehnehneh
Thats all folks. Now, let my picture talk to all of ya.
Talk picture, talk but please dont talk cock okay.
Friday, November 27, 2009
Alright. No picture for today. Hari raya aidiladha this year wasnt like few years back. Guess what i wear ? Very sakai , very masai. Punjabi top, jeans and slipper. Best kan, pergi raya pakai gitu. Orang kalau tengok, cakap je tadi pergi sembelih kambing. Hahaha. Tak guna pakai lawa-lawa, stakat pergi rumah nenek saudara je pe. Lek lek la, chill, SAKAI.So yeah, only went to nenek saudara's place and aunt place then home. But before we went home, round around, Marsiling, Woodlands, Admiralty and Sembawang. Sembawang Park and there we start our ghost stories. ~Woooo.. Cousin said that he ever went to kampung Wak Hassan to fish and yeah, he saw all those unsual thingy. 'Candy' behind trees and kakak on the sea level. .....
Mum was so curious about what kakak was wearing and abang say, "Takkan mama tak tawu ape de pakai, pakai tube putih la !" and they laughed.......-Baek pe kau sampai abang aku dengan saudara aku skali kenal kau. Menyampah sia !
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Joke of the day - Kakak pakai TUBE putih.
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That's all for today.
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I missed someone. Someone who is close to me, someone who usually calls me, someone who usually text-ed me.
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My girls always says "Buat ape kau nak fikir-fikir kan de kalau de tak fikir kan kau ? De asik sakit kan hati kau je, bila de nak, de cari, bila de tak nak, de tinggal kan, lagi kau boleh nak layan ?"
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Yes, we're not close like before. I dont even know how are you and your life now. I feel like text-ing you, but have you ever make the first move to text me when i did not ? I tried to forget you but i can't, i cant, I CAN'T ! Know the reason why am i not close with you ? Not that i have new friends around me, but i cant stand your attitude. I wish we're still close but
im not a tissue that you can easily throw and take it when you need it.
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I MISS YOU, I MISS YOU, I MISS YOU, yes, YOU !
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You know for yourself, now, you find me, you text me, you call me. Im not gonna find you anymore. I've enough of you.
~Berjiwang la pulak. hmmm...
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